enough

I looked someone in the eyes the other day. They were terrified. It was too real.

We only want what we think we want and then we don’t even want that.

We make this world so much harder than it’s supposed to be.

I thought maybe we could laugh together about something silly and that would be enough, but it wasn’t.

I thought maybe I could just hold your hand and bask in the sunlight and we could take in the beauty of it all and that would be enough, but it wasn’t.

I thought maybe we could just breathe with the general knowledge that this is life and that’s enough, but it wasn’t.

I just want to look you in the eyes and for you to do the same and we could smile knowing that this is quite enough.

But it’s not.

Nothing is enough anymore.